iif ii havnt get to know this group, ii wouldnt have join, ii wouldnt have know you, ii wouldnt be with you and created all this problems. You all are a clique, a family, united as one. Without me, its okay..so ii leave, it would be a better choice?? ii dunno, ii really dunno.. Maybe ii am the cause. Maybe i'm the jinx in the group. ii'm useless, ii'm stupid, all ii know is violence..all ii know is vulgarities, SORRY!!!

Fiona & Jonathan, thks for lending me ur ears..to listen to all my unsolved problems and giving me advice on them. Love you Kerisa meii, accompany me to msg, to keep me awake and to forget all unhappiness..