Currently chatting with Kerisa mei on msn! Thks mei, for lending me a listening ear. Finally, someone who is willing to listen to my probs and cheer me up. 12 more days to cny, but not in the mood yet. 15 days to my 18th birthday, but think nobody will rmb! Every yr, in the past sure got ppl celebrate with me but as i got older..ppl tend to forget! So i just stare at the calender and wish myself happy birthday instead.. Many things happened within these few days. Very moody, wanna go find baby, but think she oso no mood ba, i dunno why!! As her boyfriend, i dunno what is the reason she is feeling low about..i'm sucha failure ): Dunno what else i can type. Whole day, stone at home, troubled!! Now still troubled. What if i go drinking and get drunk, will that bring all my troubles away??