Today went back siglap suppose to take my 'N' level art work but ransack the whole art room to no avail.. Then npcc, same old training, then games, debrief, go home. Tmr going pierce secondary with npcc girls for their campcraft competition..GOODLUCK!!! Sleeping early tonight..^^

Suddenly talk abt relationship..i kept thinking of the past since the first time i step into secondary school and start my first relationship with someone. I regret what i've done, really regret.. Everytime i see you got attached to someone, i felt hurt..and i know that the decision i made in the past was WRONG! I broke up with you coz of my friends influences, they physco me! They said she's not my type, say i'm wasting my time in her. But i dun feel it that way. Now thinking abt it, i really blame it on myself, believe my friends more then believing in myself, damn myself, all my fault. Keep thinking of it, very disappointed in myself. Will you give me another chance to start anew with you? If you reject i can understand, coz i'm a bastard..i'm sorry ):